![]() I remember during the Joyspring workshop, going towards the stage to get my life contract validated- I wrote things on a piece of paper that for sure was not my hand writing- I write very illegibly, but this was pure and beautiful. If someone can help me make sense of these experiences, I'd really like to know (or was this just me?) ![]() This sight gave me a terrible fright, and causes intense emotion even now when I write about it. I once also saw a white misty figure in my garden (I woke at three in the morning to stroll outside). I wanted to let go, but every time something sent me back. The strong sense that I had was that something inside of me wanted to leave my body. The blissful feelings from these became more and more intense. I also experienced white light tunnels a few times, with strong invitations to enter. I was later told that I had met my "spirit guide". I could not resist, and felt the growing light enter every cell of my body, bringing feelings of bliss beyond understanding. It was absolutely magnificent to watch, but a stern warning came not to look into it. I entered a room lined with bricks and from one corner, I saw a blue light starting to grow. For example, I once experienced descending deep into the ground, seeing the roots of trees as I went underground. Unlike Mangwanya, I experienced things extremely intense, both during and years after attending. We were clearly told that it is not a religious experiences, but a deeply spiritual one (which it certainly is). No allowance to talk about what happens there is in any way tolerated, as people would have to experience it for themselves to see the full benefit. I assisted a few times (for which I took personal leave from work), and during some of these, even as an assistant was I told how useless I am for making a small mistake (I opened a door too soon!). The rules- never to be broken, many threats of a person bringing evidence of their shoddy lives if they break the rules (no toilet breaks, no sleeping or getting tired, even as an assistant). The games, many were mentioned- Tarzan and Jane- lots of humiliating experiences, the lifeboat, the black and white game, expressing anger by punching a pillow and letting rip at all your past hurts, vibrating at a frequency, getting down to "nothingness", lots of John Denver and Whitney Houston songs, the list goes on on on. No toilet breaks, no fidgeting, lots of emotional punishment for transgressing even at the smallest level, etc. So people keep going to the promise of improving their lives and achieving their "life purposes." Extremely long hours- during our workshop we seldom left before 2 in the morning. The approach- very much based on having life altering experiences, necessitating inviting (recruiting) new workshop participants. I am writing down a few of the things that strikes a strong resemblance to the other LGAT's. Well done for getting out so quick, Mangwanya. Mangwanya's response very accurately describes what goes on there. The relatively low feature of the insight training centre in JHB also caught my eye. After reading extensively around this forum, I realized that the similarities in the approach of just about all the LGATS mentioned herein is striking.
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